A Walk to Remember

I have started a new blog:  here is the link
The reason: Read the title of this post.
That would be my only blog from now on.
Feel free to visit sometimes.
Thanks!
Enjoy your day….^____^

We harvest our "subjects" today.

Farewell, my Baaaaayammmmmmmm…………………….T____T

Went to LowYat Plaza with Andrew and Derek this morning.
Bought a USB Flash Drive- Cruzer Micro for only RM 40.

<— Before spring out

<—- After spring out

<—-Cool orange light when plugged in

Love the colour!
Love the retractable connector!
Love the orange light!
Love it!
Love it soooooooo much!!!!

OMG! Start from next monday it is the  5th week of the semester!!
OMG!
OMG!

Time flies!!!!
So without wasting any second, let me just show you all my Bayam and Choy Sum, then i have to go back to my report.

[Oh, in case you don't know, i am taking Crop Science this semester. Planting the veges is part of my three projects.]

Bayam - before thinning (20/03/2007)

Bayam - after thinning (23/03/2007)

Little
Choy Sum

Cute………….!!!

我把新学期的第二个星期，
完全地奉献了给“My Girl”,
一部讲述爱情和谎言的韩剧。
好久没有一部偶像剧可以令到我如此着迷了。

珠裕玲：薛功灿知道，我说的全部都是谎言。
薛功灿：珠裕玲知道，她说的谎言我不会相信。
珠裕玲：我原本是个谎话精，但是爱上了薛功灿，让我不再会说谎话。
薛功灿：我从来没说过谎话，但是爱上了珠裕玲，让我总时常说谎话。
珠裕玲：我越真实地表达我的感情，薛功灿就越会感到为难。
薛功灿：我说不了谎话而靠近了她，却让珠裕玲伤得更加痛！
珠裕玲：现在想用谎言守护薛功灿。
薛功灿： 就装作被欺骗，想暂离开，不想让她伤痛。
珠裕玲：我的爱情不是谎言！

爱情，不管建立在任何基础上，都应该是一种守护。
像任盈盈假扮老婆婆，守在重伤的令狐冲身边，执意陪他上路一样。
像 Michael 历尽艰辛，都要把讯息传出去，护着 Sara，要她安全安心 一样。
像 Max 冒着被揭发身份的危险，都要救回 Liz 的生命一样。
像 Jamie 化作Bradford 的微风，轻轻地抚过 London 的脸一样。
像薛功灿装作被欺骗，守护着他和珠裕玲真实的爱情一样。

我有两位好朋友，
分手后，那男生跟我说了一句我以为不会在现实生活里听到的话,

“其实我还很关心她。我一直都会从她的朋友口中问起她的近况，确保她还过得好……虽然这样做也无法改变结局，但是几年的感情，说放就放谈何容易容易啊！过去那些日子真的很开心……”

多么令人动容的话，因为就算他什么事都不能做了，至少他仍然用回忆去守护着她……

天使，真的就在身边，不是吗？
要选择相信哦，我们都会幸福的。

I wake up 7 o’clock in the
morning today, though I know there is no need for me to do that anymore.

My attachment just ended
yesterday.

Working as a trainee in Pantai
Premier Pathology Lab is fun. Very fun.

At the beginning, I wish time can
pass faster so that I don’t need to wake up so early and work for 8 and a half
hour everyday. In study life, if I don’t feel like waking up and go to the
morning lecture, I can just pull my blanket tightly and continue with my dream.
In study life, if I feel tired to continue my work/ study/ report, I can just
jump on my bed and take a nap, or I can switch on my laptop and sweep the
stupid chickens in Chicken Invader, or just surf the internet idly…… Yup, who
cares? When studying, I just need to be responsible to myself but no one else. But
all these ain’t the same when we start working.

Working as a trainee in Pantai
Premier Pathology Lab has opened my eyes to a life that I never experience
before. The life is very routine, and it has nothing to do about scoring HD or D anymore.  And sometimes, there is even no room for mistakes in running a test.  When the training had came to the end, I know this experience
will stay as a remarkable memory in my life.

Every morning we in charge of
FOMEMA, a foreign worker health-screening program. Opening and recapping urine bottles
may seem easy, but when you have to open and recap over HUNDRED of them
everyday, that are sickening. Just the smell is disgusting enough, and some of
the urines contain awful precipitate! Not very difficult to imagine the dreadfulness, right?

Luckily we only process FOMEMA samples in the morning. After lunch, we get to learn to operate more interesting machine and tests, screening for local patients. I dunno about some other labs, but here in Pantai Premier, we are fully trusted by all the MLTs like we are not trainees at all. Everyone is willing to teach us how to run a test and after we get in hand of the procedure, we can help out when there is a need. Plus though everyone is the lab is constantly busy, we all can still joke around and have fun all the time. Sometimes we play riddles, sometimes we laugh at "weird" patient’s name (e.g. Choo Chee Piak), sometimes we just talk nonsense and laugh…..

It was such a great time. And i am very grateful to have my attachment there.

Before the end of our attachment, all the staffs treat us to a very nice Tomyam feast.

Some souvenirs from the staffs: Magnet from Ah Gaik, our all-time-favourite clerk; Pen from Mas, the microbiologist; and the Nightmare before christmas key chain from Jesline, our branch manager.

No allowance? So what?

What a day………………….

After a few weeks of planning, i finally get off my butt to clean my room today. I tried to wake up at 8 o’clock but overslept until 10 am, thanks to the Metrojaya sales yesterday. I forgot when was the last time i cleaned my room "thoroughly" already, so the dust was unsurprisingly thick. Luckily i didn’t find cockroach dying in the dark corner because it’d chocked by the dust.

Since the room was ‘quite’ dirty, and i had to take care of my laundry simultaneously, i spent hours and hours finishing the job. After that i had to rush to the maxis center to reclaim my credit as i accidentally scratched off the top up code on the reload card my papa bought for me few days ago. You know what?! They actually set up a booth particularly for people like me who like to scratch thing using violence @_____@"""””’ Can’t they just print the code with something called "PeRmAnEnT" ink???? Stupid Maxis…. So attention to those who is using Hotlink, NEVER scratch the reload card with a SCISSORS (like me). Just use coin, and remember to do it delicately with all your care and love.

I was surprised that i can be so calm to do so many things today. I guess the busyness has helped alot to ease my anxiety while waiting for my Final result. The result is published today and guess what? I still can swallow a bowl of Hokkien Mee with extra prawn and a Portuguese tart  before i check it out. Hohohohohoo…. Compared to last semester before the result was published, i tidur tak lena, makan tak lalu, mandi tak basah……. In short, i was like a nut. But not today. Today i am COOL.

Though I’d finished my finals 3 weeks ago, i still can remember the horrifying experiences i had during the exam period. Due to stress, I experienced nausea before i went for every paper. I even threw up at 3 in the morning before my Genetic paper. Plus, i had fever before i sit for Biochem and Instru, which are two very difficult papers. I had no idea how many times i cried during that time. It was indeed a very very ugly experience, and that’s why I am amazed with myself that i didn’t feel unwell at all today. I thought my condition will be more severe than last semester, but it didn’t happen in that way. I was so calm and steady. Maybe i have learnt from last semester that "we cant change things that cannot be changed anymore". [Or perhaps i have faith in my mom as she said she prayed for me day and night???? =P]

Well, overall I am satisfied with my result. This time i don’t have the feeling that says "i can do it better", cause i know i have given my best. I only wish that i can skip the nausea thing next semester.

What a day……………………….

昨晚又在头痛的陪伴下入睡，
一直睡到今天中午才爬起来，
醒来时已可以闻到妈妈煮的十全大补汤的香味了，
过分吧？但我可是每晚十二点半就准时入睡的哦！
看来考试的后遗症还没有完全消失吧！
我现在的身体就像用干了的电池一样，
要 fully  recharged，还来日方长呢！
哼， 真的好讨厌考试！
要不是每次考完试后都有假期，
我真的要高喊我要drop out 了。
(ok, 我知道我是个肤浅的大专生…. 叫警察来抓我啦，BLEK!!!)

暂时还没有为这个假期定下任何计划，
但有样东西我肯定会做的是：沉淀自己。
2006年已快到尾声了，是时候回顾一整年所做过的事了。
对的错的，
学业，友情，爱情，理想……
我都要一一来检讨。
这次的考试，
我真的是第一次那么接近自己的弱点。
I think i am an idealist, and this is so not good.
我学会了快乐，但我还不够坚强。
不用上课的日子，该是自我增值的时候了。
我不想迷失自己，不想随波逐流，
只有学会再坚强一点，才能有改变吧！
加油，加油，加油！

当考期越来越近,
心中压力又再提升了。
在这么短的时间要把这么多东西塞进脑袋，
真的好困难。
妈妈昨晚打了电话来，
我不经意地跟她说我真的读得好辛苦，
没什么，
只是希望爸爸妈妈不要每天都对我有这么高的期望，
可是妈妈只是淡淡地说：“尽力而为吧”。
真的就这么轻描淡写：
“尽力而为吧”。
我并不难过，
只是自己有多少斤两自己知道，
我怕我会令大家失望,
爸爸妈妈，还有哥哥们。

还记得在我上大学前，
两个哥哥曾对我说，
“我们一直都知道，你能做到的。”
今天，这句子一直在我脑海里打转。
我想，
“我能做到的……我能做到的……”
因为我们都是爸爸妈妈引以为荣的儿女，
对吧？
我们都是爸爸妈妈引以为荣的儿女，
所以妈妈才会这么从容地说，
“尽力而为吧”。
短短的一句话，
包含的是对我的信心，鼓励和支持。

爸爸，妈妈，大哥， 二哥，
我会继续努力的。
我不会像某些人那样，
说那种“我不想读了”的话。
因为我比那个废柴还来得坚强些。
我会谨记着你们对我的鼓励和支持，
勇敢的走自己的路。

(我一边打着字，眼泪一直不停地往下滑。那是感动的泪水。真的很想有哥哥在，再听他们说一遍，“我们一直都知道，你能做到的……”)

Anyone got a lighter?
Feel like burning my Biochemistry notes and mixing the ashes into a glass of water then swallowing it.

It’s not easy, but it is simple.

Step 1: Light the fire

Step 2: Collect the ashes

Step 3:Fill up a glass of water

Step 4: Close the eyes

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Done!